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1.
pass down 03:30
all the years i've tried to conquer this, the voices in my head i'm abandoning the notion of "i might as well be dead" i can't spend another minute on the things i should have said it still bothers me in all i do, the chance i let you down so if there's time still left to let things go, before i'm in the ground we can bury our regrets and raise a glass when you're around all i wanted was the chance to prove you wrong for some validation out here on my own i'm just hoping as i've tried to move along, not matter how far away we're not alone it's not easy for the ones like us, carved from solid stone and i'm still searching for the ways to make this city feel like home getting older, feeling guilty for the sins i can't atone so chalk it up to stubborn youth, or place the blame on broken genes i can't focus on the past with feelings splitting at the seams and time has started moving faster than the both of us have seen
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i've struggled far too long to finally find my place interstate-like lines draw maps across my face leaving yet another wasted life behind trading years for moments just to pass the time all the things i try to hold myself above, to keep these restless thoughts at bay for one more day all the things i tell myself to make it through, when there's nothing left to say i can't remember when i left or where i'll be just days of rearview sunsets chasing after me i'm trying hard to keep myself awake to drive but these endless roads still make me feel alive everything is clearer now, when everything is still all the noise inside my head is drowning out beneath the wheels everything is quiet now, when everyone is gone can't convince myself to stay when it's so easy to move on
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05065 03:08
nothing's easier than walking i don't need to suffer fools for pay when your ego does the talking then you got nothing left to say i'll spend my time pretending, someday this will end i'm running out of reasons for the chance to start over again losing hours just to save them sacrificing lives for others' gain watch the clock and plan escaping only ourselves to place the blame i'll spend my time pretending, someday this will end i'm running out of reasons for the chance to start over again
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cardinal 03:41
i don't recognize the face that stares back in this strange place i got trouble keeping track of all the years i threw away living in yesterdays i'll just look to tomorrow | i can live with the sorrow | if i can keep moving forward, i can outrun the pain if anything could bring a chance to just go back and give it all another try you know i'd take it when every view is from the bottom looking down, it's getting hard to accept i'll ever make it i keep counting back from ten and replaying "way back when" i can't seem to focus on the present tense or find a way to find the words to say i'll just look to tomorrow | i can live with the sorrow | if i can keep moving forward, i can outrun the pain if anything could bring a chance to just go back and give it all another try you know i'd take it when every view is from the bottom looking down, it's getting harder to accept i'll ever make it

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released April 4, 2019

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old dudes from lots of bands / youth is fleeting, sing out while you can ///

eagle / guitar+vox
john / guitar
eric / drums
mike / bass

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